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  • 05/18/05--11:40: Wednesday, May 18, 2005 (chan 1634864)

    • hey guys..well TODAY WAS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL..yay!-but newaize banard,  bullshit, bullshit, bullshit-that's all i got to say about your dumb fuckin ass..but how bout your stupid and yeah let me say that it was great that you hauled me around and did stuff for me and this part i will be truthful about..........there was alot more there THE FIRST FUCKING MONTH..ASSHOLE....i know-right? -hahahah-well newaize people will be dumb i guess..i wasnt gonna even bust it out but guess "you gotta do what you gotta do"..and since you wanna play lil bullshit games..im sorry its hard for you to accept the fact that your stupidass got played like hell..Oh yeah that takes S-K-I-L-L-S..SOMETHIN YOU DONT HAVE BITCH..and if it werent for "other" trifflin people blasting my buisness then it would have went REAL smooth....but newaize i guess i got two things i wanted.."my show"..and droppin` you!..so let me remind you one more time that for me to do what i did for as long as i did was awesome..hold up let me turn around so i can pat my fucking self on the back bitch! ..and yeah umm the only reason we never did stuff was because you were too stupid too even try..ive never heard of a guy being scared of pussy..what a fag and a half..so newaize this past weeks been pretty good i guess..cept for the fact my boo april got a speeding ticket..i love you though..and i sure am going to miss all our great times in weight training..wow! but newaize umm..not much to say but what i have said and ill write later when i get a chance..byebye..

     ash-


  • 05/28/05--20:37: Sunday, May 29, 2005 (chan 1634864)

    • hey children..well newaize let me first start by saying it's SUMMER TIME..which we like because one of my very special freinds is bAcK..cant wait to hang out with him..but wow, holy shit guys things lately have been just straight chaos..and ive been in some real deep shit too..oh to all my freinds im gonna count on yall to keep my dumbass straight and on track because i cant afford to screw up anymore..enough is enough..but damn shit's been depressing lately without all my guys&gals....i really dont know how to fucking act..it's awful..i truely miss all of yall..am, dani boo boo, hanno, lacy..its sad but when i get off of "punishment"..then things will be back to the regular-well nehow..let's see umm..this past week sucked ive been in trouble, and been stuck in the house..and now im in griffin at the lake..just chillen with the grandparents..which today was our first day here and i met me some cuties..and rode jet ski's with them and some new freind's all day..which holy shit guys..yall have to be proud of me for that..my first day down here and im already pullin some dudes..so i guess this isnt all that bad..i have to stay here till friday..which might be alright considering the possibility's that could happen between now and then..with my "new freinds"..but i do really miss everyone back home alot too..man..and there's one that i do miss more than the others..she's most def my #1...these past few weeks she's really what ive been needing..and friday when i get back..im gonna get at ya..ha-your the best..dont let anyone ever tell you any different boo..this summer at AU...it's all me and you baby.."Where There's A Will There's A Way!"..aint that right?..love you so much..glad we've gotten to hang out and get a lil closer as freinds..but nehow..let's see, the ole' love life is pretty much sucking as of now..which im kinda pissed at cause as fun as it is to "mingle"..haha denea, a part of me wants to settle down..but hell i have the rest of my life to settle down so the fuck with all that..but nehow..i really would like to hear from all my buds back home..so leave me a comment..but yall be good..and take care for me-(try not to party too hard with out me)..miss yahh..but until next time..im out-

    -ash

    (-ohh..and to my "supergoober"..now that things are back on a good basis..umm..deffinitley need to get at me more often..im keepin up the tan for ya:)..so just holla at ya girl..asap..love you<3...)


  • 05/30/05--19:34: Tuesday, May 31, 2005 (chan 1634864)

    • hey kids-, let's start with all smiles cause that's what we like..right danielle?..lol well nehow..soo today the weather sucked but my aunt and unlce left and my unlce left the jetski for me to fuck around on and im asumming all yall are guessing what i did..?....me, hayden, parker, and chad (three very hott guys i met in my time up here) screwed around on the jet ski's all day today and it was awesome there was hardly anyone on the lake, hayden showed me his parents lake house, holy fucking moly guys like we are not joking here..it was enormous!!.. but everything was going good..and then chad had a brilliant idea for me to ride with him so my dumbass did and of course guys will be guys and we flipped..it hurt real bad but it's ok ill be alright, then we went and had lunch at the marina and met another very good looking fellow..his name was anthony he pumps gas at the marina..real deep ( excuse me amberly bout that one..but baby it was deep) but we can forgive himso that went great..they're really sweet guys-but cocky (just the kinds i like)-but all in all we have had great times these past few days with more to come..and hell that's just what ive needed- but i am in like a state of depression with out my booger bears back at home..aM*bAm, HaNnO, *&* dAnI..miss you all so much..there's no words for it..hugs and big kisses to yall..but smoochies to amber..but man, very soon ill be back at home and it'll be back to old times..well that's all folks..ha-self-amusement, sorry about that..but ill write more tomorrow in my spare time, which i have alot of lately..bye bye-

    ash-

       


  • 05/31/05--22:05: Wednesday, June 01, 2005 (chan 1634864)

    • Well let me first start by saying.........................................................Image hosted by Photobucket.com....Image hosted by Photobucket.com....denea i picked that one especially for you:)<33..........Image hosted by Photobucket.com(-manda, han,ambam,dani boo, and hanno..that one's to yall-)....<-cody that's all yours:)--even if they ride with TWO hands..   <-amber that one's to you babie:).. "You Know"..    ........

  • 06/11/05--20:50: Sunday, June 12, 2005 (chan 1634864)

    • hello kids..-well first let me start by saying..im really glad to be back..(yay)..been way too long....well today i went and got my hair cut..way cute..then i got my nails done..and shopped around..the weather was kinda yucky but hell i made the best out of the day..spent money on myself, couldnt get much better right?..well now im sitten at ambers..glad that we got to hang out tonight..missed my bestest freind sOo much..hugs&kisses baby!..but yeah me, amber,cec, and wes all rode around tonight and did not much of shit..just real glad to be out of the house..things have been so fusrating lately..my daddies finally deciding to get in my life and there's a bunch of bullshit goin on there..and i really dont know him and it's hard to believe anything he says and i dunno i wanna give him a chance but there's always something that tells me not to..soo-kinda upset about that..then all this stuff with moma worries me oh so much..just want her to be ok..and for all this to be OVER with!..Then im so thrown about what i want and who i want and just all around what i want period..there's so many people coming in an out of my life some new, some old and i just dont know..it's harder to put aside the people ive been with before or have had something with, it's just not that easy, one person im glad to say is out of my life is YOU KNOW WHO..straight hell there..and there are certain people i wanna be with so bad..damnit man, i guess if it's truely posed to be then in time things will happen..but shit i dont know..im so confused right now about everything..i guess im just going to let things run there course and just be whatever about it..there's no better way to be..but danielle-called you multiple times..but my auntie let me out of the house tonight, wish we could have chilled and hung out but just call me ASAP..and amanda you most def need to call me hun..serious stuff must be discussed..man i love everyone so much..things are starting to get back to normal so that's good but i guess me and amber and cec are gonna go chat and talk about dumb shit but ill write later..love you all so very much..buh-bye<33..Lots and Lots of love to my babydolls, amber, hannah, hanz, manda, dani boo, and everyone else!..

    ash-


  • 06/20/05--09:48: Monday, June 20, 2005 (chan 1634864)

    • hey kids..well hell, i know it's been forever..right now im sitting at danielle's house chilling, she is sleeping at the moment..so im just hangin out and thought id update..well shit's been pretty interesting lately..i FINALLY got to see my boobear, hanz..dude it's been too fucking long....and let's see ill start from last week..monday through thursday i babysat and friday i went with my new freind -katie-, she's adorable, she goes to AU..which we deff like..auburn is the best..real excited to go this summer and im also real glad lg's baseball team will be there too-yay!..but nehow..yeah friday i went to eat lunch at the feilds with kate, and then went swimmin, lot's of fun..then that afternoon..hannahboo&bri came an got me and we went back to bri's and chilled for a lil till it was time to go get manda, amber and jus-then me, am, and hanz went swimmin at gB...and then went back to bri's and stayed there and watched "just married"..real sweet-then saturday morning mrs.leigh&hanz came over and us ladies just chilled and layed out..fun, fun!lookin forward to many more times..deffinetly! well here i go again guys fallin for someone else damnit..i hate this shit but it always happens to me..he's really a great guy, good family, knows where he's going, and just an awesome person inside and out..but i dont wanna try to work anything out with anyone cause im never satisfied no matter what..and it really does suck but hell i cant help it, he's too much of a cutie and hell i might just give it a shot..who knows he may be the one this time..of course i say that to every dumbass that i fall for..but i need to work on myself and what i want first most DEF!..im just out of fucking control..deffinetly need to get myself together..but nehow back to what ive done..saturday night i just chilled at the house and slept..and then sunday hung out at the hizzie..and some of the family came over then this morning lacy and april came and got me and we started cheerleading today..yay!-lots of fun finally gettin to be back with the crew..but newaize we vote for captains and co-captains tomorrow and i can only be a co-captain since im in the 10th but hell i hope i get it-but omg man they had us runnin out there and doin damn crunches and push-ups my ass liked to pass out..-but after cheerleadin me and dani went to the softball fields and saw hanno&sBee, glad to see yall..love you both so much..and sbee cant wait to be cruisin in the acura..yay!Then me and danielle went by TS and visited my mommie, then went to tacobell and chowed down..after that we came back here but nehow guys..let me rap this shit up and wake dani up..got business to handle but i love am, manda, hanz, hanno, sBee, and danielle all so very much-..but i must go, talk to everyone later..holla at ya girl..not ya girl-

    ash-


  • 06/23/05--20:48: Friday, June 24, 2005 (chan 1634864)

    • hey well..hell it's been since monday since ive wrote so not too much has happened um..monday after dani woke up me and her went and saw mrs.leigh and chad and then tuesday we had prac. and then i went and applied for a damn job..not happy about that one..but i must do what i have to..newaize..umm wednesday me and dani chilled after prac. and then went and saw brian and mrs. leigh, always great fun..nothing better than chillin at the swann's house..haha but then this mornin we had prac. last day for the week..and me and danielle rode around once again..and then went back to the house and layed out and swam in the pool..lots of fun..talked about some crazie stuff..i love it though..she's the best person to talk to about the stupid shit i do have on my mind..but then umm she left and i chilled at the house for a lil while then han, came and got me and we went and got amberly,and then met up with brian, chad and manda..had fun guys..sorry tonight just wasnt the night for everyone..hopefully better one's to come..and han&manda..you are two very wonderful people and i am so glad we've gotten so close! I've learned alot from yall and it's nice having someone to lean on who is older and who knows from experience some of the shit im going through..but manda, hope things work out for you baby..ill be thinking about you and im almost positive ill be talkin to you very soon so no worries..and han, baby same to you i hope everything get's better and i know it will just keep your chin up and know that you yourself are a wonderful person and that im always, whenever here for you no matter the circumstances..but i love you both with all my heart and i couldnt ask for anymore in a freind then what yall have gave to me the two months i've known you guys..yall are the best..but newaize umm talked to my freind travis today...kinda upset with him cause he'd rather bullshit around and go to a braves game then see me..but we'll excuse him guys..and the other "one" that im seriously into right now well i dont know whats goin on..it's just so hard to figure him out and im scared and kinda timid to come out with my feelings towards him, and it sucks real bad guys cause he's amazing and a really good guy..just hate the fact that it's got to be so damn weird..i wish there was a way for things to be different but as of now im just gonna be kinda whatever about it..it's hard to though because im not the greatest at being discrete about my feelings but im deffintley gonna wait this one out and make sure it's real and im not being lead on or that this is just a lil somethin that im going through before i go and get upset about him..but hopefully things will work out and things will be great and if not..i dont know ill be really upset but we'll see..nehow here's some icons, ill write later..love you all..nite-

     

    ash-

    boysaredumb.bmpImage hosted by Photobucket.comim willing to give you all of that<3--xoxo..


  • 06/29/05--07:59: Wednesday, June 29, 2005 (chan 1634864)

    • hey kido's..well as of now hell me and danielle are chillin at her house..she's once again..taken a nap but we had a rough ass night last night..but yeah this past week things have been alright i guess..cheerleading sucks big time but to be totally honest i straight love it..it's what i do..and umm yesterday after practice me and dani went to tacobell....taco bell is so the best..it makes me absolutley happy!..but after TB we went to mrs.lindseys house to pick out some music for the competition dance, and then han&amber came and got me and we went and got a few applications..and then went by wendey's and dg came and got me there..after that we went and picked up april and then came home and took showers, and went to DQ and met up with han&brian, and i got to see some old freinds..that i miss oh so much and after that han&brian followed us to cass's house..( cass baby, i had so much damn fun, barn party's are deffinitley THE SHIT)..love you hun..nehow yeah last night was crazy..nick and stuart and some new guys came out and hung around for a lil while then left..and "us girls" just were actin fools the rest of the night till about 3..then this mornin we woke up and went to fucking prac...it's been real deep for me and danielle both..but nehow i think were ok..but besides this big mess one of my freinds got hurt real bad this week, he's going to be ok though..but it still sucks that shit had to happen that way..but i love you goober and hope you get better very, very soon..newaize, were leaving for AU the 17th through the 20th and im damn near excited about that guys..cannot wait..then hopefully soon after that ill be back with my mommy..yay! but nehow..this weeks been real nice..been seeing all of my most favoritest freinds..and having good times..love u guys all so much..but here are some icons, ill write later..ash-

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  • 07/25/05--10:13: Monday, July 25, 2005 (chan 1634864)

    • hey guys..wow this summer has gone by really really fast..fustration but i went to au which was really fun..straight loved it..it was alot of fun but all in all it was fun..but other than that nothing really exciting has been happenin lately..i went to PC last weekend and it was pretty fun i guess...just chilled-nice to be able to get the fuck away from all this..but newaize..umm been spending a bunch of my time with jordan lately..things are pretty nice between us..we both agreed that we should get to know each other a lil better before we get together..but i absolutley adore his cute ass..but nehow..enough there nehow i love all my booger bears..am, amanda, han, hanno, jhood..but that's all for now and ohh..one last shout out to one of my freinds..niki..i love you so much and couldnt be any more happier for you baby...hope things are good with you and lil kido..:)..love you bunches-

    holla guys*

    ash..


  • 09/03/05--13:31: Saturday, September 03, 2005 (chan 1634864)

    • hey guys..well my god it's been a min since ive updated..but this one's been real busy lately..but let me first start by sayin that this youngin is fixen to be "16"..i only have 6 days guys happiness to the max!! but in other buisness i honest to god dont even know where to start..uhh let's see..oh yeah school started it's alright i guess..my classes arent all that bad cept world history but i have that class with my bestest freind hanno..but newaize..cheerleading's going good i guess we've lost our last two games which really sucks but hopefully things will get better SOON!..umm..i should hopefully get to go back with my mom really soon which is awesome news guys! Things have been really confusing with the love life lately..its like i dont know how to feel towards anyone or how to like someone anyone? i know fuckin weird right but that pretty much describes exactly how i feel..and there have been a few people ive been looking at but mainly jordan..he's prolly the only one that does make me feel right but what has happened with me and him i dont even know..were still on a great freinds basis seeing each other alot and good stuff like that but these past few weeks have sucked so bad..we argued ALOT..too much for me and obviously him..but we worked things out and things arree GrEeeAaaTt!..I've never been so comfortable with myself around any other guy that ive ever been with and it's just great to know he accepts me for me..and nothing else matters, but when it gets down to it things are way too confusing and i dont know if me and him will ever be together cause shit everytime things get going good something goes wrong but i think from a few experiences that have happened lately that we've learned from them and now things are really great between us and maybe one day all this confusion will come to an end..but other than that nothing really has been going on..cept when me and jordan decided to be freinds i hung out with am a bunch and met a new freind brice..he's a trip love him to death and there was also a bunch of confusion with that too but everything is great there aswell now..i love you cecily and keep doin what your doin baby! I do have one very special freind ive been talking to a bunch lately and her name is deffinitley confidential right now..but i love her and she's great..but as for me right now it's "whatever makes you happy"  ++!..but nehow im at the lake right now for labor day..and i do wanna say to my bestest damn freind in the whole wide world, amber, that is,  that i love you darlin and i couldnt be anymore happier for you than now..im so glad you've found someone you unconditionally loves you..and i know that's all you've wanted this whole entire time but now that you have it im so happy for you..and i love you so so so much!.. anywaize guys im outtie..and ill update when i feel like it-

    ash-            

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